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  Contents

  Title Page

  Copyright

  More Books

  Warning

  Prologue

  Act One

  Act Two

  Act Three

  Act Four

  Act Five

  Act Six

  Act Seven

  Act Eight

  Act Nine

  Act Ten

  Act Eleven

  Act Twelve

  Act Thirteen

  Act Fourteen

  Act Fifteen

  Act Sixteen

  Act Seventeen

  Act Eighteen

  Act Nineteen

  Act Twenty

  Act Twenty-One

  Act Twenty-Two

  Act Twenty-Three

  Act Twenty-Four

  Act Twenty-Five

  Act Twenty-Six

  Act Twenty-Seven

  Act Twenty-Eight

  Act Twenty-Nine

  Act Thirty

  Act Thirty-One

  Act Thirty-Two

  Act Thirty-Three

  Act Thirty-Four

  Act Thirty-Five

  Act Thirty-Six

  Act Thirty-Seven

  Act Thirty-Eight

  Act Thirty-Nine

  Act Forty

  Act Forty-One

  Act Forty-Two

  Act Forty-Three

  SPRING

  Act Forty-Four

  Act Forty-Five

  SUMMER

  Act Forty-Six

  Act Forty-Seven

  FALL

  Act Forty-Eight

  Act Forty-Nine

  WINTER

  Act Fifty

  Act Fifty-One

  Act Fifty-Two

  Epilogue

  Special Thanks

  Acknowledgments

  Aerial Ethereal

  Information & Updates

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  INFINI

  KRISTA & BECCA RITCHIE

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  Infini Copyright © 2017 by K.B. Ritchie

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  Prologue

  Luka Kotova

  Date: January 1st

  Subject: Happy New Year AE Artists

  From: Marc Duval, Creative Director of Aerial Ethereal

  Bcc: Luka Kotova, and other undisclosed recipients

  Aerial Ethereal Artists,

  A new year means big changes. Please keep this in mind as we begin the process of hiring new & veteran artists. As a reminder, the current Aerial Ethereal show roster is as follows.

  Touring Shows: Somnio, Noctis, Seraphine

  Resident Show in Montreal (The Palace Blitz): Nova Vega

  Resident Show in New York (The Opal Hotel): Celeste

  Resident Shows in Las Vegas (The Masquerade Hotel & Casino): Viva, Amour, Infini

  I’d also like to remind every artist (i.e., acrobatic performers, clowns, instrumentalists, dancers, singers, etc.) of the Wellness Policy that you’re required to follow while under contract with Aerial Ethereal.

  On behalf of the company, I wish the cast of Viva all the best with their performance tonight.

  Marc Duval

  Creative Director of Aerial Ethereal

  [email protected]

  I cup my phone and read the email. Everyone in the Masquerade’s backstage dressing room pauses to check their cells. I hate mass company emails—almost as much as I hate personal company emails.

  One of my cousins grumbles, “Damn Wellness Policy,” and simultaneously reads the email while jumping into a spandex costume: forest-green, silver splashes of glitter on the neckline and sleeves.

  I set my phone aside and return to the mirror.

  Bulbous lights outline the frame and illuminate my features: tousled brown hair, captivating gray eyes (just not as much as my brothers’), and sculpted but lean arms and torso.

  (I have to lift one of my cousins on my shoulders, for fuck’s sake. And he’s a two-hundred pound dude.)

  I touch my carved jaw, my face a contradiction of hard and soft angles—and depending on the day, I suppose my personality is just like that too.

  My cheeks are half-painted. Vibrant green swirls form leaves, but I have to add more yellow detail. I work on my eyes, blending green shadow into gold.

  If someone out there wants to grant me some luck, tonight will be the last time I do the Viva makeup.

  “Twenty minutes until opening!” someone shouts into the room.

  Swiftly, I swipe out of my email and into my music. Earbuds in and makeup brush in hand, I nod my head to the rhythm and prepare for my job.

  * * *

  Date: January 16th

  Subject: Welcome to Infini

  From: Antoine Perrot, Director of Infini

  To: Luka Kotova

  Luka Kotova:

  I’d like to formally welcome you back to Infini. This season, we’re hiring a brand new choreographer who’ll oversee every act in the show.

  Including your discipline: Wheel of Death.

  We want you to take these new changes with stride, and as a veteran artist, I need you to set an example at work. I hope we can count on you.

  Antoine Perrot

  Director of Infini

  [email protected]

  I dance. Half-intoxicated by the liquor in my veins. Half-intoxicated by the bass thumping the Vegas club called Verona. Raising my phone up, I squint at the bright screen and try to read the work email. I retain about a quarter.

  It goes something like: welcome back blah blah blah new choreographer blah changes blah blah. Then I shove my phone in my jeans.

  I just dance.

  * * *

  Date: January 17th

  Subject: Congratulations

  From: Marc Duval, Creative Director of Aerial Ethereal

  Bcc: Luka Kotova, and other undisclosed recipients

  Aerial Ethereal Artists,

  On behalf of the company, congratulations to all the new artists who have signed on for the upcoming year(s). We’d also like to give the warmest welcome to the new female aerialist Thora James, who’ll be a lead in Amour’s aerial silk act.

  As most of you may already know, AE has had to make serious changes with our veteran shows. Infini alone has recast 90% of its roles. We appreciate all the support and compliance moving forward. We expect to make more
changes in the coming months.

  We’re a company striving to improve in all avenues: creative and financial.

  Marc Duval

  Creative Director of Aerial Ethereal

  [email protected]

  Shoving a piece of pizza in my mouth, I jog towards the performance gym inside the Masquerade Hotel & Casino. I’ll probably puke. (Nothing new.)

  In my other hand, I grasp my phone, trying to read and walk.

  Multitasking like a motherfucker.

  * * *

  Date: January 19th

  Subject: Infini News

  From: Geoffrey Lesage, Choreographer

  Bcc: Luka Kotova, and other undisclosed recipients

  Infini Artists:

  Firstly, I am not here to be your friend. I’m here to make Infini the best damn show on Aerial Ethereal’s roster. Most of you choreographed your own routines in the past.

  Not happening this year. All acts will be created and approved by me.

  Here’s the sad truth: Infini is stale. It’s why more than half of your co-workers were fired (or shifted to other shows). If the audience is bored to tears, do you think they’ll return for a second and third viewing? No. They’ll just go gamble at the casino instead.

  No whining. No complaining. If I see any empty chairs in the audience this season, I’ll push you all harder. Don’t kid yourself, Marc Duval will axe Infini if it underperforms this year. You. Must. Sell. Tickets.

  No excuses.

  No exceptions.

  While we wait for new artists to fly in and get accommodated at the Masquerade, remember to condition. Do not waste my time. First meeting/practice is February 15th.

  For those asking for cast sheets, Antoine Perrot and the rest of the creative team are keeping Infini’s shakeups quiet from the press. You’ll meet all the artists in person on the 15th.

  Geoffrey Lesage

  Infini Choreographer

  [email protected]

  My older cousin’s brash and crude voice blares through my phone, complaining about the email from Geoffrey.

  While he curses, I toss the cell on my mattress and empty my pockets. Three packs of Junior Mints. Five bottles of tiny hotel shampoos. A Masquerade souvenir keychain. A half-opened bag of Skittles. My gym card.

  * * *

  Date: January 20th

  Subject: you there?

  From: [email protected]

  To: Luka Kotova

  Nik says you blocked my number and that’s why you haven’t responded to my texts. Unblock me. We need to talk.

  - Sergei

  I slam the washing machine closed with more force than I intend. It’s old anyway.

  The hotel hasn’t updated the 42nd and 43rd floor communal washers and dryers since I moved to Vegas three years ago. And they were already archaic back then. I glance back at my phone.

  I hesitate.

  And then I swipe right to delete.

  * * *

  Date: January 21st

  Subject: Reminder

  From: Marc Duval, Creative Director of Aerial Ethereal

  Bcc: Luka Kotova, and other undisclosed recipients

  Aerial Ethereal Artists,

  The Wellness Policy is not optional. All artists need to maintain in good standing in order to perform. We will not hesitate to suspend you from a show.

  Marc Duval

  Creative Director of Aerial Ethereal

  [email protected]

  Cigarette hanging loosely between my fingers, I blow smoke in the frigid air. The gray plume is visible in the night. Flashy, multicolored lights stretch along the never-ending Vegas strip, radiating.

  So fucking bright.

  * * *

  Date: January 21st

  Subject: you there????

  From: [email protected]

  To: Luka Kotova

  I’m your brother. Unblock me so I can at least text you. That is if you’re even getting these fucking emails.

  - Sergei

  I hesitate again, for longer than a split-second. I pass my phone from one hand to the other.

  And then I delete the email.

  Act One

  Luka Kotova

  Date: January 22nd

  Subject: Masquerade Room Changes

  From: Marc Duval, Creative Director of Aerial Ethereal

  Bcc: Luka Kotova, and other undisclosed recipients

  Aerial Ethereal Artists,

  In the past week, each of you should’ve received a letter from Human Resources detailing your new room assignment. I should not even have to send out this email. Nor should any of you be contacting me or AE’s creative with trivial complaints. No one in the company, and I mean no one, will accommodate any room changes. They are set for a reason.

  New seasons mean new changes. You know this.

  In an effort to reduce costs, we had to reduce artist housing from two floors in the Masquerade to one floor. As a result, there are 4 occupants per room instead of 2.

  Need I remind you that each artist still has free room & board at the Masquerade’s luxury suites. This huge bonus should not be overlooked. If you’re unhappy with your room assignment, you have the option to pay for apartments or housing in the Las Vegas area.

  Any further complaints about room assignments will not be tolerated.

  Marc Duval

  Creative Director of Aerial Ethereal

  [email protected]

  I recheck the email—surprised it wasn’t directly addressed to me. A few days ago, I learned my new room assignment and sent Marc a short but pointed email.

  Something like: I’ve roomed with my little brother for 19 years. His whole life. Nearly all of mine. Can you please change my assignment? It’s kind of bullshit. (Sent from phone)

  It was an emotional response. One that I regretted the moment I pressed send. I didn’t even sign my name at the bottom. Just figured he’d recognize me by my work email.

  I’ve been Corporate’s Least Favorite Kotova since I was fifteen. And with an extended family that fills one-third of all Aerial Ethereal shows, being the worst or best Kotova takes actual effort.

  Circus is family.

  For most of us, we mean it literally.

  My email to Marc probably sealed my least favorite title. And I’m twenty-years-old now.

  Look, I understand the whole corporate hierarchy better than anyone. Marc is the founder of the entire Aerial Ethereal troupe and rarely has contact with the artists unless it’s through company emails. The only time he does one-on-ones is for terrific news (a long-term contract) or fucking horrific (you’re harming the company’s standards).

  I’ve met him twice.

  Obviously for horrific reasons.

  An artist’s fate lies in many corporate hands, but Marc Duval’s hand encases all of the higher-ups. Emailing him directly is like whining to God. He could’ve easily fired me on the spot.

  Shit, if Nik even knew I sent it…

  I rake my fingers through my dark brown hair, panicked that I’ve now started the season on the worst footing. I don’t actively shoot for “good”—just somewhere between “okay” and “mediocre” but not worst.

  (What can I say? My name is Luka Kotova. I’m an irresponsible fuck-up. Thanks for your time. Now let me be.)

  I ride the Masquerade’s elevator to the suites. Alone. Numbers tick higher and higher, and then the elevator glides to a stop.

  42nd floor. The doors open to mayhem.

  Overflowing boxes, clear plastic tubs, lamps, rugs, and other household belongings fill the hotel hallway. Voices emanate from ajar doors. People rush in and out. Carrying as much shit in their arms as they can since no luggage cart can fit through this disaster.

  I step over a drum set and what looks like an empty aquarium. Ducking beneath a coat rack, I spot my suite towards the end of the hallway.

  Cardboard boxes are stacked outside the door, the name Timo scribbled on the flaps.<
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  Reality hits me all of a sudden.

  We have to move.

  If the email hadn’t already cemented our future, the apocalyptic hallway and my little brother’s boxes just did.

  Aerial Ethereal has always given artists the 42nd and 43rd floors of the Masquerade. Taking away an entire floor is another swift kick in the gut and the ass. AE has so much control over our lives.

  At last notice, they can change anything.

  All we have are our contracts, but even those usually only last one year. Then they’re rewritten all over again. Our lives are in constant flux, and as much as I love the circus—this one aspect never stops eating at me.

  With a heavy breath, I slip through the cracked door.

  “Shit,” I mutter at the barren state.

  It’s a typical two-bedroom, modern hotel suite: sleek black and white furniture, floor-length windows that, from this side, overlook the ginormous Vegas pool. After being here for three years, the living room had real character.

  An old New York Knicks blanket and throw-rug are gone, and walls that once housed West Side Story and Les Misérables posters are stark white.

  Timo removed the cactus-shaped thumbtacks that said don’t be a prick, my glass bowl of jelly beans, and his own ceramic Warhol coasters.

  I turn left and right. Mixed emotions bearing on me. My jaw and lip twitches, and my throat bobs as I swallow hard.

  I’m grateful that Timo packed up so I don’t have to, but mostly, the disappearance of all my shit makes me uneasy. It’s not like I haven’t moved before.

  I have.

  Plenty of times growing up.

  But for a while there, I felt rooted to something.

  It’s one fucking floor, I remind myself and comb my hands through my hair again. One floor. It’s not a big deal. My family sees me as the “go with the flow” Kotova, and in a lot of ways, I am.